To mom, with love

You have cried with me,
You have smiled with me;
You have lived yourself around me,
You are my beloved mom.

I never shouted a thing,
but you knew what I wanted;
Even before I thought,
my wish was granted.

You made me learn walk,
you made me to talk;
Whenever i had a fear of falling,
you stood with your arms wide open.

I wanted to fly,
though impossible you made me think I can;
I wanted to try,
and you always had the stuff that would help my way.

The food you make,
cannot be found any where else;
I don't need to go to hotels,
you are my best chef ever.

At times I have been mad at you,
still you never stopped loving me;
You have given me time to understand my mistakes,
and have accepted me in any way.

Though I never tell you,
i love you a lot;
Don't know how I would have faced this mad mad world,
if you would not have been around.


there's much to say, but anything would be less before your greatness.
LOVE you maa. You would always remain the beautiful lady I have ever known.
Happy Mother's Day.

I won't cry.

You are giving me slow death but I won't cry.
You do not love me, still I won't cry.

You have shaved off my hairs, my skin is exposed to the rough sun now.
You have sucked the water from me, and now I am thirsty like hell.
Still I won't cry.


The amount of water I used to take for bathing has been cut down by you.
It's just 'coz of you that I am not able to drink sufficient amount of water.
Still I won't cry.


You have divided me like anything,
Now even I don't know what was my original form;
The chemicals that you throw on my skin leave that part useless.
Still I won't cry.


I provided you with everything.
Food to eat, water to drink.
And this is what you are giving me back.
How bad are my children.
Still I won't cry.


I just wanted a bit of care from you.
But I forgot that man is a selfish animal.
And expected a lot from you.
Please listen to me, for now is the time.
If you still don't then a time would soon come that I would no longer exist.
And my body would be useless for you.
You will perish soon after that,
I would be glad that I didn't stay alive to see you suffer, and cry.

Bakwaas Shayari..:)

yaad teri aaegi humein main jhooth nahin kehta,
kissi se bhi dil main laga nahin baithta;
waise toh aayi kayin raste mein hamare,
lekin tere siva main bhav kissi ko nahin deta.


maine zindagi mein kai raaste dekhein hain,
har rah pe patthar sabhi ne fenke hain;
main guzra hun un sabhi se bachkar,
maine andheron mein bhi diye jalaa kar rakhein hain.


humein tumse pyaar kitna yeh hum nahin jaante,
kab tak leke baitho gi woh jhoote khat,
ab toh unhein fekde.


kora kagaz tha yeh mann mera,
likh diya naam iss pe tera;
maana ke naam likha tha maine,
lekin tum toh use name plate samajh,daal diye ho us pe dera.


kabhi kabhi mere dil mein khayaal aata hai,
ke roz raat ko mera padosi kahaan jaata hai.
dhoondne ke baad pata chala,
ke yeh kamina roz mere ghar pe hi aata hai.


aaj tu gair sahi, tera mera postal address bhi same nahin,
tune mere pyaar ko nahin samjha,
zaalim yeh bhi koi game nahin.


tumne mujhe beech rah mein yun choda,
mere dil ko sheeshe ki tarah kyun toda;
humne tumhe khush rakhne ki kitni koshish ki,
na jaane phir bhi tumne humse muh kyun moda.


rishte mein toh hum tumhare baap lagte hain,
naam hai shehensha;
" hey man waat is the menu,
please bring idli dhosa fresha ". ;)



ps: to be continuted...;)

The FIGHT..!!

This is my pure imagination and doesn't relate to me in any way.


We were happy, life was fun but suddenly it came,
I don't know why and how it attacked,
But it has left me shattered,
It was a fight.

You were quiet, and I didn't even speak,
Why didn't we argue was bizarre;
Things should have been cleared,
Before we split apart.

Going back I remember those happy days,
You were my strength, and I never backed out of a thing then;
You were my courage, the journey would not have been smooth without it,
Now how can I live.

Your smile, aahhhh !! what to say,
A clean killer;
Those dimple on your cheeks,
My day-maker.

The way I used to fell into your arms,
The way you lowered your head on my chest,
The way we expressed the love with our eyes,
Are all long gone now.

I should have known the fault was mine,
I had only took a bit more of a wine;
I wish that day could have been different,
Life's not a movie, else I would have made a rewind.

I want to say sorry, but it's too late,
The train you took has no return path way;
But if you feel me, then do come back,
And see how happy I would become.

Now you are not with me,
Life's a hell;
My soul is crying,
Please listen to its yell.


Come back my love, come back my life.

" Saali Khushi "

disclaimer: sorry for using the word 'saali' , but this wudn't have had the effect without it..:)


Bhagaaye humein, sataaye humein, tadpaaye humein, ghumaaye humein;
Na jaane kaisi hai yeh, saali khushi.

Dhoonde ise hum jagah jagah, iske thikaane ka pata nahin,
Jab mile toh ispe bharosa nahin, na mile toh issa koi aur bura nahin,
Jisko mile woh bhi khush, na milne walon ke dookh ka koi ilaaj nahin;
Aisi hai yeh, saali khushi.

Jitni bhi koshish karo bhage gi yeh door tumse,
Bhaago ge tum tez, phir bhi yeh rahegi aage tumse,
Bhool kyun jaate ho tum, ke hai iska astitva sirf tum hi se;
Aisi hai yeh, saali khushi.

Kisi ka chehra khil uthe isi se,
Kisi ka khoon badhe isi se,
Kisi ki chinta ghate isi se;
Aisi hai yeh, saali khushi.

Rulaaye bhi yeh, hasaaye bhi yeh,
Dono mein bilkul alag si hai yeh,
Dikhti hai nahin, phir bhi anmol hai yeh;
Aisi hai yeh, saali khusi.

Pata nahin kyun yeh hamesha nahin rehti,
Kisi ke chehre pe yeh hamesha nahin dikhti,
Kaisi hoti yeh zindagi agar hoti yeh dukaano mein bikti;
Aisi hai yeh, saali khushi.

Zindagi hai isi se, nahin toh kuch bhi nahin;
Aisi hai yeh, saali khushi.

Always keep smiling. Life would be better. It affects others as much as it affects you.

THE Mainframes.

I am at the training.
Sitting by my system.
Running my program.
And suddenly the Z10 hangs.
This is what happens now a days with me..

Have started my training with TCS and have got mainframes as my stream for working. Basically have no idea what I would be doing with it till now. All i have been doing these days is sitting in front of a black screen, issuing the commands through keyboards, and when all seams well, the system hangs.

TCS has an IBM mainframe of its own, located at chennai. The prob is that the people have allocated very few resources for the training purpose. Now you tell me, if we have to wait for an unpredicted time for our prog's output to come during practice itself, then what we would learn. By the time the system responds we get so frustated that our excitement for coding is all gone.

Learning to keep going with the situation at hand. Baaki toh maje mein hun. Life's going well in gandhinagar. Miss family a big time. But this is the time to control my emotions and work. Life would be good afterwards.

Till then Mainframe is my only friend..:)

And I am sorry.

"I hit u on the face, and I'am sorry.
I crushed your feet, and I'am sorry.
I broke your heart, and I'am sorry.
I never called back, oh am sorry."

"The MIG crashed, it wasn't our mistake,
The plane was alright, we tested it properly.
He's dead now, we give you 1 lac for him,
And we are sorry."

Riots broke out,
The trains are set on fire.
People are thrown into pieces by the bombings,
There's a chaos everywhere around.
No food to eat, no where to go,
No surety of life, no one to listen.
"The conditions would be alright soon,
We are trying to find out the culprits,
Till then please try to keep up your hopes,
And for our negligence, we are sorry."

A girl raped to death,
The culprit is a politician's lad,
"He was really drunk and dint know what he was doing,
There's nothing we can do much,
And we regret for the loss of your daughter,
For everything else, we are sorry."

Personally speaking i am sick of hearing this word. There would have been no need of it if we all knew what we were doing. People are in a habit of realizing their mistakes afterwards, and sometimes they realize when just a sorry doesn't help. In some cases it is accepted, but still please try not to be Sorry.

p.s. : this is just my view, nobody is to be offended..